So I'm feeling a little selfish.

This weekend is my birthday weekend. YaY!!

That is normally not my reaction. I haven't had a birthday free of work or school since...well I can't really remember. So for the first time since I can remember I am having my birthday on a Sunday!! Which I have off from work!! WHAT!?!

So for once I want to celebrate my birthday. Know that I have ever only had two birthday parties in my life. When I was a year old, (which I can't remember) and when I turned fifteen (what, I'm Mexican). So I want to celebrate my birthday and not saying I'll celebrate it when I have time cause that never happened.

The problem is....it is the youth service this weekend here in Salinas. I could see this as a positive and think of it as more people around to celebrate, but I want to be selfish and I want this weekend to be about ME. For once I'd like to have a whole day to celebrate my birthday. I see birthday's as such a negative thing. They always make me feel depressed because I can't celebrate them and they are supposed to be fun.

So, for once I'd like to think about a birthday as a positive thing, and have fun...

Reality is, I'll be in church all tomorrow, then most of the day on Sunday, won't get out til' sometime in the early evening. Meh, there is always next year right?

Thank

I know you have no idea that I am talking to you. Maybe you do. I just want to thank you for giving me the motivation to finally get back to the gym. I needed that final push.

The pursuit of trying to prove you wrong.

:D

Sorry

I told myself that I would write on this thing and keep ya'll updated. I suck. I haven't felt the need, inclination or desire to write recently. Though I'm always thinking of witty sentences in my head to write. Well witty for a minute of two....

Facebook Stalker

I was looking at a friends page. Saw a cute boy. Clicked on his name, and of course, married with a beautiful wife and beautiful kids... Fail.

Texas trip

This is a picture I stole from Kendall, she found it in a coffee shop in Texas... Being a California girl I had to have it.

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